Guilt Ridden

After having days to sleep on my decision I have realized that I made the wrong choice. I have realized that the money skewed my judgement and I never really looked at the consequences. Now that I have realized that I am at fault for killing my friend Jesus I have realized that I made an extremely horrible decision. I don't think that I can live with myself anymore, so I have decided to first go return the 30 pieces of silver back to the priests. Because I am so filled with this guild I have chosen to end my life after I return the silver by hanging myself.

A opportunity arises

I have been given a pristine opportunity to make a lot of money. After a confrontation with Caiaphas and other priests I have been offered 30 silver pieces to reveal the position of Jesus. I have decided to take the offer and turn Jesus over. They decided to take him in after supper, to not cause any rioting. We found him in the garden of Gethsemane and I told the guards that I would give Jesus a kiss so they would know the one to arrest. After I went over to Jesus and kissed him, the guards came in and quickly arrested him. I then received the money, then I quickly left the garden.

Tough Times

Even though I am the treasurer for Jesus and his other disciples, I try my hardest to earn as much money as possible. I currently live in a rough economic time and I feel if I don't save up as much money as possible that I could become a beggar. I am in the middle class, but I don't want to fall into the lowest one. I do enjoy money because it gives me a comfort like no other. I feel this comfort because money can get you anything in this world and I've always wanted to be powerful.